It’s been a very long time I’ve last posted on this blog it felt like a century. Most people will make excuses such as “I’m busy with life” or “I have other things to do” blah blah, but I’ll hide nothing and just be blunt here: I’m too lazy to actually write anything.
And yes, that’s wrong. For someone who claims that he likes writing, being lazy to write is a BIG no-no. Especially when people actually read your writings and like them, they’re supposed to be your whip for your writing horse so it can run further.
But I totally can’t help it. Remember a few months ago I wrote about my issues with commitment? I enjoy things only in the beginning, and after that, well… a hiatus. Don’t ask me why. I don’t know the answer myself.
When I am not being lazy, however, I have lots of ideas for writing (no, seriously). When I was in the shower, I thought about writing a horror story of a man who wakes up in the morning only to find out that his neighborhood has turned into a zombieland (umm, yep, kinda 28 Days Later-esque). When I was driving home, I thought about writing about the improvements in my social life. Yet I don’t know how to actually put them into paper (or word processing software, for that matter). I sit down with my laptop in front of me ready to type in my next masterpiece (ha!), all excited and words ready to be spilled and then, woosh! they just vanish.
Is it because I don’t have the talent of being a writer? Or is it only because of my commitment issues? Or both? Gosh, I suck.
Anyways, about the future of this particular blog… I’m thinking of moving to Blogger instead (in addition to Tumblr, of course). Don’t ask me why. I don’t know the answer myself. I guess it has something to do with commitment. We’ll see how long I’ll be blogging there before I move back or somewhere else. But who cares anyway, right?